It's only 8:35, but something keeps nagging at my mind. Today, I would like to stray away from my daily activities but focus on something else.
Something hit me today. I was on Nohl Ranch sitting in my oney-chan's car, listening to Evanesence when it hit me. Their music, has some sort of power behind it. When I say listening, I mean LISTENING. I all of a sudden, felt this surge of emotion, I wanted to all of a sudden jot down words into poems, yet there were so many. Something clicked. The lyrics to the song, the words, were so intricately strung together. It feels as if, something inside of me wants to come out. And it seems that if anything, Music will be the key.
I don't know how to describe it. It's like, a part of me that hasn't woken up yet, hasn't been brought to life. It feels as if, it has some hidden agenda for me. And I feel empty, incomplete. Like some big puzzle piece is missing from the rest of the pieces. I sit at home and do nothing all day. I want to go out there and do something. But I don't know what it is. I want to discover myself. Find that missing puzzle piece.
I'm in one of those moods, where I just sit and think. I can't do it properly here at home, because not enough is going around me. I like to sit in a group of people and think. So I play Video Games. If anyone wonders why people play video games, my reason is that it seems as if it is another reality in which you are someone else, and you live, act, and think differently. It's an experience everyone should go through, living the life of another.
